*Sighs.... Actually, i don't have the mood to write...but i feel like it...
Many times i regret the decision to continue my adv. dip. in KL main campus. Because of this, i lost many chances to watch the Rock grow. i also lost many opportunities to participate in these events... From church building activities, to Christmas events, to mini-concerts, and so on...
It's the 1st time i'd leave home for such long periods, it feels... weird..... Maybe i'm too attached to my milk family, maybe i'm too used to being with them, maybe.... i put them on too high a position. Being disconnected with them just feels, unnatural... i don't know, maybe this isn't good? They are the home i never wished leaving, they ARE... Family.
Dear told me that what i lost, the LORD will give back twofold. Well, i shall hold on to this... Even if He chooses not to do so, i believe that in His mighty hands, are my future. Just... try not to forget that He is always there. The World changes a person. A once innocent child will, sadly, eventually has his thoughts twisted by this World.
求神赐我们纯洁的思想~ 洁净我们心灵~~~~
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