Dislocated

Hey~~~ i'm back... Yup, just a few hours of separation between my previous post... Nope, this time i would be using English.

So, on the topic, Dislocation, that is what i feel. After being away for so long, i feel dislocated. From? My beloved 'milk' family. Sad thing isn't it? Being away with them probably is the cause. i no longer feel i'm with them, nor do i feel i can fit in any longer. They seem to have their own stuffs to deal with. Or just maybe that they've moved on and accepted that i will not always be with them. i seem to stay in the same old position. No, i don't blame them or anything, just feeling sad that so many things have changed, and i don't like this feeling. i hold them dearly, they will always be in my heart. 

i no longer have this sense of belonging, i feel dislocated from where i have always been. i still love them as much. Now i understand those who are like me. i haven't establish this feeling in KL, yet i have already lost the one i care the most...

Maybe i'm just being selfish here.... *sighs*    i just wished we all would stay the same...

i can only take consolation in the unchanging fact that i am and always will be a child of GOD... And i thank GOD for that...