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【耶穌恩友】 詩集：生命聖詩，433 耶穌是我親愛朋友，背負我罪擔我憂， 何等權利能將萬事，帶到主恩座前求！ 多少平安屢屢失去，多少痛苦白白受， 皆因我們未將萬事，帶到主恩座前求。 有否煩惱壓著心頭？有否遇試煉，引誘？ 我們切莫灰心失望，仍到主恩座前求！ 何處得此忠心朋友，分擔一切苦與憂， 我們弱點主都知透，放心到主座前求。 勞苦多愁軟弱不堪，掛慮重擔壓肩頭， 主是你我避難處所，快到主恩座前求！ 你若遭遇友叛親離，來到主恩座前求， 在主懷中必蒙護佑，與主同在永無憂。

25 random things of me~

25. i like to be different (not too much though).
24. my family can be quite weird, with strange taste of humour
23. i would louve to have a elder sister and a elder brother
22. and also a younger brother too...
21. i am poor, but i don't need to use much money...
20. i am richer than most ( globally)
19. can be naughty at times
18. mischievous most of the time
17. like to be a gentleman ( & trying too...)
16. difference between good and bad could be very large
15. don't lose my temper easily ( not like some in my family...)
14. but once i do, it gets very bad...
13. loves nature
12. but apparently, not doing enough
11. love, but do not know how to express it
10. very conservative ( as many sees it)
09. very wild inside ( as i see it)
08. likes to imagine...or daydream...
07. hopes to be a great person ( emperor anyone? )
06. easily loses control of self
05. poor coordination between brain- eyes-ears-hands-legs
04. loves music, but regretfully lets go of the opportunity
03. a quiet one
02. up for adventures (with dear friends, of course...)
01. finally number one!!!
00. huh, some more...!
-1. likes to push things to the limit...
-2. lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
-3. reluctant to do or go something or where new
-4 very reliant on others
-5 love to have a pet, four legged one ( dragon, i want a pet dragon!!!)
-6 limited network
-7 u want some more? that's all for now...

-8 no la, i'm crazy

Going Home~

09032010~ Yesterday, i went home to a very quiet and desolate (that's how i felt) house. Nobody was at home. So what's so special? Well, i went home with a heavy heart. It is just a feeling, but that can make a huge difference. Really, feelings sometimes control our actions, that's why we have irrational people. That's was going home yesterday.

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/3/9/nation/5822659&sec=nation

The 55-year-old victim is my uncle. The moment i heard the news, both from my friend and mother, i wasn't sad; but rather confused. i don't know what my emotions were, it's not really sad, and even not happy, i just don't know. It's a weird feeeling, indescribable. Anyway, my family (dad, mom, and sis) rushed to Kuala Lumpur that afternoon. After that, i don't know. i was alone until now. ... Thankfully, my uncle is now with my Father in Heaven and my Saviour. Probably singing praises to Him. Glory to GOD

Though i don't understand what my GOD does and why, i still want to believe in Him, trust in Him, and have faith in Him. i will still praise the LORD and worship Him. i will praise and sing no matter what! Gloria in excelsis Deo!

May the Peace of our GOD be with the family.

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. " (John 14:27)

Peace be with you.

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System Failed to Start

02032010~ Your system failed to start on time, sorry for the inconvenience caused. No, that's not my computer failing to start up, but me. Yup, you heard me right, my 'system' failed to start. In other words, i did not wake up on time.

Walau, this is the first time leh! i cannot wake up on time. My first class (and only class) of the day starts at 0900 hrs, and guess what? i woke up at 1000 hrs!!! Walau eh!!! i can't even believe it myself. For the entire 19 years of my life, this surely is a first for me. For that hour (class ends at 1100 hrs), i was like 措手不及. ...

Fortunately (and unfortunately), my lecturer wasn't here today. Reasons i wouldn't say, for it was nothing to be glad about either. And according to INTEL, some of my classmates weren't even doing subject related matters. So, thank GOD(?).

Haha hahaha hahahaha!!!

~CXXVII~

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1st Week of 3rd Semester

26022010~ Walau, time sure flies! Three weeks have passed, that was my semester break. Now another has passed, my 1st week of this semester. This semester, we only have 7 weeks, a short semester which is only half the duration of a normal one.

Monday, our tutorial class has only 1 class, Tamadun Islam dan Asia, when we went there, we started talking. As usual, everyone, ... 10 mins passed, 20, 30, 35, the lecturer did not came in. We had enough, then everyone left. Me and some of my friends went to GP, and did a lot of window shopping. We did bought things though, at least not me. CJ, he was looking for something for 某某。You know i know enough liao... .

The following days we had our classes. Some we already started, others, still awaiting the proper equipments to...have? before we start. this semester would be quite fun. Technical Drawing and ACAD. This is what i have been waiting for. AutoCAD 2009, this is fun... Though the learning curve has a rather steep gradient. Then, we only have 3 subjects, 1st two already mentioned, leaving Mathematics III, the only main paper.

Break time? i think we wasted a lot of it. For 2 days, most of us went to Q-Zone, L4D2. i didn't play, it's a waste of money, and i don't know how and don't want either. Watching my mates play was rather amusing, so i found. The way they communicate, and the way the game is played. It's quite funny. Really, i enjoyed watching them play... Very amusing indeed...

i think i want to end here. Why no posts on CNY? It simple, too lazy to. Haha. GOD Bless!

~CXXVII~

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The LORD is my Saviour

But now, this is what the LORD says—

he who created you, O Jacob,

he who formed you, O Israel:

"Fear not, for I have redeemed you;

I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

When you pass through the waters,

I will be with you;

and when you pass through the rivers,

they will not sweep over you.

When you walk through the fire,

you will not be burned;

the flames will not set you ablaze.

For I am the LORD, your God,

the Holy One of Israel, your Savior;

I give Egypt for your ransom,

Cush and Seba in your stead.

Since you are precious and honored in my sight,

and because I love you,

I will give men in exchange for you,

and people in exchange for your life.

Do not be afraid, for I am with you;

I will bring your children from the east

and gather you from the west.

I will say to the north, 'Give them up!'

and to the south, 'Do not hold them back.'

Bring my sons from afar

and my daughters from the ends of the earth-

everyone who is called by my name,

whom I created for my glory,

whom I formed and made."

Lead out those who have eyes but are blind,

who have ears but are deaf.

All the nations gather together

and the peoples assemble.

Which of them foretold this

and proclaimed to us the former things?

Let them bring in their witnesses to prove they were right,

so that others may hear and say, "It is true."

"You are my witnesses," declares the LORD,

"and my servant whom I have chosen,

so that you may know and believe me

and understand that I am he.

Before me no god was formed,

nor will there be one after me.

I, even I, am the LORD,

and apart from me there is no savior.

I have revealed and saved and proclaimed—

I, and not some foreign god among you.

You are my witnesses," declares the LORD, "that I am God.

Yes, and from ancient days I am he.

No one can deliver out of my hand.

When I act, who can reverse it?"

Isaiah 43:1-13

Spring Cleaning!

12022010~ The title says it all. Yup, i've been spring cleaning these two weeks. That's 2/3 of my semester break, and i've only done 20%.... So slow... Why? It's because my house's like a dump site, or you can say, recycling centre. So, it took me this long just to clean the living room. Sigh...

Still there are many stuff to clear... My room, the kitchen, the computer area... So much to do in so short time... Maybe i will continue during my next semester break. Should i continue? i'll ponder upon this self-proposed suggestion profoundly to seek the answer on the proposed matter...

Besides, my family always manages to mess things up again. What took me weeks to clear, they could do it in a few days... i don't really see the point of doing it. i know, there is also maintenance to keep everything in order. But it feels like taking a step forward, then 3 steps back. i clear this, then they mess that. It's like using a small pail to throw out water from a sinking ship...

Just hope i can maintain what is cleared and advance at the same time.

i'll be traveling back down to Taiping to spend my CNY there. Wish i have a great time there...

By the way, i wish everyone a very happy and blessed Chinese New Year, GOD bless us all!

~CXXVII~

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End into the Beginning, and into the Unknown Beyond…

 

“It is a land the LORD your God cares for; the eyes of the LORD your God are continually on it from the beginning of the year to its end.” (Deuteronomy 11:12)

01012010~ In just an arrows flight, the year 2009 has passed… so much had happened, too much to recall entirely. And there would be so much happening in the year 2010… Where should i start? Hmm… let’s start with the recent, and see if i can recall back; then i shall move into my new year hopes…. Fine?

This day (01012010) i did not much special, only going online the whole day, preparing Sunday’s worship slides…Nothing memorable? But, the first 2 hours of this year was. Our church’s youth stayed back in church. We talked, played, joked and laughed for the entire 2 hours. Man, was that fun!!! Back in 31st December 2009, we had our Thanksgiving and Farewell night. We gave thanks to GOD for the year that was, reflecting and praising Him for his unending love and grace. Then, we bid adieu to Reverend Lee, our pastor for 12 whole years! Many shared about how his life impacted theirs, many shed their tears, most were quite, pondering upon this man who humbly served GOD with a big heart… We’ll miss you, Rev. Lee!!! T.T

Rewind to 25th, Christmas day. This Christmas was probably the most easiest, without any preparation, we had our celebration just fine. i had my lunch at 1300 hrs, then went to church at 1400 hrs to ‘help’ out in food preparation… i did not do anything however… i just took a couple of pictures, talked, tasted, talked some more, then left for the baptism… At the baptism, one of my closest (that is the only one) was being baptised, 2 of the F5’s member was too, which one was the one i mentioned… After the baptism, and also the rejoice from Heaven to earth, we (youth’s, especially F5) played in the sea. Funny thing is, i forgot to bring extra clothing even though i knew we were going to the beach…

December 24th, our church celebrated Christmas (few hours earlier). First off was sure to be praise and worship. Then…not sure what it is, but we have a performance by uh…what do you call them in English…? Never mind, by 年轻夫妇 group and their children…How cute~ Also a few of our members came up to testify for the LORD. Not to forget, a video down memory lane, throughout the years since our church was born. The video took 3 persons to make, and unnecessary amounts of stress and worries too…However the video was very satisfying, and fulfilling. Next up was the youth’s presentation, sort of dance without the legs moving… i don’t know what’s it called. The song is 我们爱(让世界不一样). A very nice song, go check it out! Then, we had supper! It was kind of like a potluck…(is this getting too long? i think it is…) During the supper, we talked, chatted, laughed and joked… Then we kind of uh, cleaned up the dishes? (i meant F5). When we were done, it was nearly Christmas, we got together and countdown-ed. All the while, some of the youths went downstairs to umm…play some stuff? Better not disclose it here. Later, when all the grown-ups went back, we stayed and shared about the year that was…

Let me fast backwards things a little.  Previously, we (Y1M73) were busy finishing our assignments and a presentation. Frankly, i think assignments are not necessarily done, but rather sent to each other… Hmm…Why? It’s because of eleventh hour work. We usually don’t do things until it is very very late. Why? Even though we know we shouldn’t do things until the last moment, we still do it… Don’t know why? Maybe it’s implanted in our minds… i don’t know…

Now what? Hmm… Ah yes, back to Mid-Autumn Festival. i can’t recall much of it. Let’s see, this year (2009) we had it in Batu Ferringhi, a first since we usually have it in Pepper Estate for the past years. Also this one was organised by our children fellowship group. As for us youths, we presented something like a dance, without the feet moving so much. Don’t know what’s it called. We just call it a dance. Whatever, you want to call it. Then, we have lantern making competition, games, and food. Ah, not  to forget, we also had a lantern parade. That was pretty much it.

Oh, before i forget, i was also involved in an accident. That was 8th December, so is kind of jumbled up. So, i was walking to college with my friend as usual. When i was about to cross to the college, i was knocked down by a motorcycle. i know i had looked right and left before crossing, but was puzzled how i could miss the bike. After i had stepped out, i heard the horn of the motor, i looked to the right, there it was, the motor right before my eyes! Boom! i sort of ‘flew’ to the left. i fell. i scarred myself. All of that happen in a few seconds, but through my eyes it was in  s-l-o-w m-o-t-i-o-n… i immediately got up to asses the damages. Logically, the body should have been hurt on the right, where the motor hit me. i looked there, and was surprised, no injuries! i thought, ‘where’s the pain coming from?’ Confused, i look to my left side, and was surprised. Even though i was wearing long pants, my left knee was injured. Besides that, my waist also got hurt. But the most severe was on my left elbow. i’m not sure what it is, but when i looked, i saw something white-ish. Then i crossed the road, thinking it’s still fine to go to school. Just as i reached the other side, i started to lose colour vision. Before i knew it, everything went white, then black. i could still hear, but i couldn’t see at all. My friend saw that i looked pale, and asked me to sit. i sat, and waited as my friend went back to drive me to the clinic, all i could hear was the college guards discussing amongst themselves of what just happened. As my friend and the newly acquainted friend arrived, i recovered my vision. OK, we went to the clinic, and then i went home… Man, this is getting too long!

Step back to May. This is when i first started my college life. Well, the first week was kind of confusing, as always are. i didn’t really made any new friends then, but was 惊讶 i saw some one (who, i won’t say). However, as time passed, i did made friends, some were very good too. Exciting, i would say. Now, this month was also the first time the Youth were this involved in the Family Camp. Wow! it’s chaotic. Well, that’s probably we did preparations in the eleventh hour. But, overall it was fun, with minor faults. Which means we still have space for improvements. To cut it short, all was good.

Now, i can’t recall anything back from May 2009… So, i will stop here in 2009, and then proceed to 2010.

2010? What’s in store? No one knows? Only GOD. But there are some plans… This year, i see the revival of the church, especially in Youth. Also, school, id est college, is going to get tougher… and i am too lazy to continue, maybe i shouldn’t have written so much.

As January 2010 come to an end, there are 11 more month to go for this year… No one knows when all these ends. All i can say is, “this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come” (Matthew 24:14).

 

 

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Seasons~

 

Winter,

Though the snow may fall,

though the icy winds blow;

i want to praise,

‘My LORD, Your love is warm’

 

Spring,

Flowers bloom in splendour unmatched,

Birds sing in harmonious tune;

i want to praise,

‘How great is Your hands!’

 

Summer,

Sun shines brightly in the sky,

Days are long, air is hot;

i want to praise,

‘Your love endures forever’

 

Autumn,

Leaves fall gently to the ground,

Cold showers rain in melancholy;

i want to praise,

‘How great is Your comfort!’

 

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